Relationship.....

AWW..... I CANT BEAR TO LEAVE The BLOG AND SHUT DOWN THE COM...... I use the com once a week... only in saturdays only. Week days i return home quite late and when i return home, my bro is already using the computer.... i can hardly touch the computer..... but the thing is, my mother only let me use fot a few hours like....3 hours? haisz.... enough talking bout my mom... she made me fuming mad. ARGH! nevermind.... mevermind.... haisz..... you know what? i got  A Cruch on my seniors.... to me, he is like handsome, cute, tall, dark... I still cannot believe that he is a CHINESE!! he looks cool... he is quiet and shy mostly... hahaha. But the sad thing is,  My class have 2 person., including me is 3 person, liked him. One is a malay girl, which totally looked like a chinese because she is fair, she is very pretty... another one is... how to i describe her leh? hmmmm..... quite fat, fatter than meXD, a malay or tamil girl, the vice- chair person==. i hate her because her voice is sooooo loud and sharp and that makes my ears want to burst! XD. Yea,yea,yea i know i am sho bad to talk bout ppl like that.Haisz... what should i do? text him or dun text him lehh? ARGH! this feeling is sho.....sho....sho....err.....i dun know how to say leh.... so irritating. ARGH! i really had to go now. :( sho sad.... i will blog some other time when i am free kays? bye bye...... T^T...... :(