Pissed off!

Hey peeps......
                 I'm feeling damn pissed off right now. You know what? Early in the morning on Saturday, i wanted to use computer when i just woke up. Course it the last day of school holiday, and i wanted to relax a little as from 9.00am onward i will be chionging all my homeworks. Gotta problem with my planning? I don't think so. Then ust when i am setting up my computer, my Mother came in and gave me a dressing grown, saying:" can you dun use the computer when you just woke up? it's very bad for your health. And don't you think that when i am working you can  do whatever you want." Its like WTF?! She don't even know my plans and  keep on scolding me. Fuck you lah! CB! knn! She changed a lot when she got a new job in the afternoon. She usually came back at around 5.30pm++? Then from morning until that time i was all ALONE! In that house and i only got television and computer to accompany me. And Homeworks! a TON of them. Most  children would choose to use computer or watch television. Right? They would heck care their homeworks! WTF! Since it it June HOLIDAY, then homeworks is just EXTRA. I don't see any point doing them.  She don't  Even know how the heck i feel. So... i hope you will just SHUT UP! so fucked up sial!!

Desires

Hmmm........ I want a :
-iphone
-ipod
-new ear piece
-new blog
-go out with friends
-AND MANY MORE!!!
So i should just hmmm..... plan everything well and carry on with my plans!!

真心话....

Hey Ppl,
             Long time no see eh? How's sch? Good? I hope so..... Remember the boy i told you? yea...... I have totally given up on him. He got a girlfriend already....On his 14th birthday.... what i have done is now useless..... I know my actions are very erm.... stupid. yea.... No point waiting for him since he had his loved ones.... Right? I mean if i  had chosen to wait for him, i would have cursed them to breakup and all..... that means that i am a "witch" or a bad girl.... i do not want to be the "bad egg" neither i would want to be the "bad person".  So i had no choice but to do this... So...... yea... I am feeling down when i remember this incident so i would not want to talk about it anymore. I have made a decision not to accept any love or to give anyone my love.....It will end sorrowfully.... i believe.... either of the parties will get hurt. So... I am still studying so i want to concentrate on my studies! I believe i can do it!