Eh girl, i hate you. not just hate you so simple. i freaking hate you. changing your attitude won't help.  so, save the effort. nothing you gona do is going to change the reality. its your fate girl,we're not meant to be friends.

Hi peeps!
              I am feeling pissed now. There's a bitch in my class, she thinks she is perfect. she shows off, flirt, act like ah lian (when she don't even looked like one), she pierce 2 ear rings, she's a BIG FAT LIAR, she's ugly, she acts cute everywhere she goes, she's just like an idiot! No different from one. Not that i want to say her, is just her attitude. She changed from good to bad, bad to okok, okok to Fucking bad. Now she made me looked like a bad girl, anyhow go tell ppl stories. This kind of person, Don't be friends better!  We were once good friends, become bad friends, become good friends again, now become enemies. I've known her for about going to 1 year, i thought i know her well, but now i know i don't. I can't understand what in the world is she thinking. Her mood swings. I hate it. I fucking hate her attitude. I fucking curious why still got ppl like her. I am super curious. I've been asking God, why this type of person also have. She's better off dead. I don't like her..... not even abit, for now. I am sure that i am NOT going to forgive her. Even if i loose a friend like you, i wouldn't even care cuz you just don't give a damn. Fuck off, Bitch!

 hey peeps!
                Seriously!! i am damn pissed off! knn! wth?! i cook for you you say this too hard that too soft, this too much water that to less water, is this even edible for ppl to eat?! Eh, wa lao, you smart you cook lah! you older than me doesn't mean that i will have to follow you and do whatever you do right?! ASSHOLE! Fcuk! CB!!! When you got home, you use the computer first. Next time, why dun you cook?! Dun ask me larh!  CB!!!!

Pissed off!

Hey peeps......
                 I'm feeling damn pissed off right now. You know what? Early in the morning on Saturday, i wanted to use computer when i just woke up. Course it the last day of school holiday, and i wanted to relax a little as from 9.00am onward i will be chionging all my homeworks. Gotta problem with my planning? I don't think so. Then ust when i am setting up my computer, my Mother came in and gave me a dressing grown, saying:" can you dun use the computer when you just woke up? it's very bad for your health. And don't you think that when i am working you can  do whatever you want." Its like WTF?! She don't even know my plans and  keep on scolding me. Fuck you lah! CB! knn! She changed a lot when she got a new job in the afternoon. She usually came back at around 5.30pm++? Then from morning until that time i was all ALONE! In that house and i only got television and computer to accompany me. And Homeworks! a TON of them. Most  children would choose to use computer or watch television. Right? They would heck care their homeworks! WTF! Since it it June HOLIDAY, then homeworks is just EXTRA. I don't see any point doing them.  She don't  Even know how the heck i feel. So... i hope you will just SHUT UP! so fucked up sial!!

Desires

Hmmm........ I want a :
-iphone
-ipod
-new ear piece
-new blog
-go out with friends
-AND MANY MORE!!!
So i should just hmmm..... plan everything well and carry on with my plans!!

真心话....

Hey Ppl,
             Long time no see eh? How's sch? Good? I hope so..... Remember the boy i told you? yea...... I have totally given up on him. He got a girlfriend already....On his 14th birthday.... what i have done is now useless..... I know my actions are very erm.... stupid. yea.... No point waiting for him since he had his loved ones.... Right? I mean if i  had chosen to wait for him, i would have cursed them to breakup and all..... that means that i am a "witch" or a bad girl.... i do not want to be the "bad egg" neither i would want to be the "bad person".  So i had no choice but to do this... So...... yea... I am feeling down when i remember this incident so i would not want to talk about it anymore. I have made a decision not to accept any love or to give anyone my love.....It will end sorrowfully.... i believe.... either of the parties will get hurt. So... I am still studying so i want to concentrate on my studies! I believe i can do it!

I doubt i can stand it......

hey peeps,
               its been a long time since my last post...... i cannot believe that i had secretly love him for 4 months and 8 days.... the feeling is..... Oh My Gawd! its really tough..... i dun think i can ever stand it anymore....... it is really really tough.... Can i give up? Is there a better solution to this? But i cant bear to let go......what should i do? another prob is, there's a boy, NO BLOOD RELATIONSHIP with me, is at my house. OMG! see his fucking face u feel like SMAKING him in HIS FACE! OMFG! cb. He's so guai lan lor. kao, act cute no cute AT ALL! knn! Acts as if he's the boss cb. I hate you i hate your face! KNN! I hate to see your LAN JIAO BIN lah! >.<

i doubt it.....

Hey peeps.....

               Now, I Am Doubting That He Had Hardly Any Feelings For Me......... But I Can Sense That he Is trying To Peep At Me When I stand Beside Him..... I am so confused....Should i continue to like him? Or should i even like him in the first place? Sometimes i really wonder that if i dun even exist it will be better.... I am really really very confused..... Any solutions? Should i give up? Or continue? I really truly don't know what to do...... what do i do? If i choose to give up, it will be really very difficult for me to do it.... This feeling is not a few hours, a few minutes, a few seconds..... Its been a few MONTHS! I  could't bear it..... But one thing for sure is, My feelings for him is 100% true...... This feelings come up from my heart.... Truly.......

Days passed by

Hello peeps.
                 A few months had just passed by.... and i have been keeping my feelings from him..... i am afraid that if i told him that i like him and admire him, he will ignore me.... and worst still, we cannot even be a simple friend.... i like him since the day i saw him.... my class have 2 girls who liked him too.... i don't think i even stand A chance....haisz.... i don't know what to do leh...... what to do?? one week never see him feels like...ARGH! God, if this is possible, i want to be with him... i really really really liked him... i like him more than myself... :X i miss him i like him very very much! I totally cannot imagine the days i cannot see him! Its so terrible! All i can do now is to let time do the decisions.... i guess its the only way left....

Relationship.....

AWW..... I CANT BEAR TO LEAVE The BLOG AND SHUT DOWN THE COM...... I use the com once a week... only in saturdays only. Week days i return home quite late and when i return home, my bro is already using the computer.... i can hardly touch the computer..... but the thing is, my mother only let me use fot a few hours like....3 hours? haisz.... enough talking bout my mom... she made me fuming mad. ARGH! nevermind.... mevermind.... haisz..... you know what? i got  A Cruch on my seniors.... to me, he is like handsome, cute, tall, dark... I still cannot believe that he is a CHINESE!! he looks cool... he is quiet and shy mostly... hahaha. But the sad thing is,  My class have 2 person., including me is 3 person, liked him. One is a malay girl, which totally looked like a chinese because she is fair, she is very pretty... another one is... how to i describe her leh? hmmmm..... quite fat, fatter than meXD, a malay or tamil girl, the vice- chair person==. i hate her because her voice is sooooo loud and sharp and that makes my ears want to burst! XD. Yea,yea,yea i know i am sho bad to talk bout ppl like that.Haisz... what should i do? text him or dun text him lehh? ARGH! this feeling is sho.....sho....sho....err.....i dun know how to say leh.... so irritating. ARGH! i really had to go now. :( sho sad.... i will blog some other time when i am free kays? bye bye...... T^T...... :(

New Life, New School

hi peeps,
            long time no post le. haha to say the truth, i miss blogging. i have no time to blog since i am in secondary school. hahaha. school starts early but ended quite late. I am making new friends now. they are nit==ot that bad anyway. They are cool, cute, friendly. You can trust them by looking at their decent faces. haisz.... so fast secondary school alr. I missed primary school while homeworks are not that many to handle and can go home early to rest. Secondary school is tiring but it is quite fun though. Day by days just passed by rapidly without even noticing it.. So fast it was already february.... i also have new friends alr. infact, we are close enough to share some feelings and thoughts. i had my CA1 alr and the results are...errr......! argh! not so good.... hmm... i gona worked very hard to get good grades. (: thats all, gtg bye bye!! :)