Sometimes, i really wonder if i belonged to this human world... My parents said that they loved my and my brother equally but i still have the feelings that they love my brother much then me... i feel like crying out now... Everytime bad things happened in my house, they would say its me... i am the one who make it spoiled or make things go worse. Do i even belonged to this world??? If i had the choice, i would rather choose not to be in this world. Its really tough to get along with them... How i wish that my both grandfather were alive again.I can feel that they loved my as much as my brother. I just cant get it. Everytime i was just wronged by them...I felt left out in my house...If i can, i would just end my life...I don't even feel like living on this world... I just hope that i can spent all my days with my friends... I hated my life i hate it i hate it!!! They just treated me like a maid or a servant. They said that i am a bad luck brought to this world by God... When i was born, my grandfather was dead...All my mother stalk went down. they lost money.... They put the blame on ME!!!! I just cant get it over.
Am i that bad?? I just simply hate my life!!!
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